Day 1 Again?

Okay - brush my self off and start over for the billionth time.

But what is the alternative?  Right - DO IT until I GET IT RIGHT!

First two things I am doing - Journaling and drinking my water.

This morning I got up with swollen fingers, an indication of too many pretzels with salt yesterday. Last night I listened to the cookies that called my name. Dammit. 

Today a little better. 

No candy, no pretzels - no snacks.  Woo hoo

I had a sandwich at lunch and an orange - a fiber one bar for breakfast - not the healthiest but I am doing my shopping list now and have much healthier alternatives on my list.

Tonight I will get my usual Turkey Hoagie at WAWA which I know the calorie count by heart.  Skip the chips - which I love and the candy bar.  (DANG)

All I know is the weight is coming on ridiculously fast - faster than I have ever seen.  My weight is going up up up.  STOP the madness - let me off this stupid merry go round.

I still need to reflect on all this and try to figure out why I constantly fail.  Failure is no longer an option.

No longer


Namastay

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