NamaStayAwhile

Good Day my readers.  Today I share some feelings I am having - they make me feel midnight blue.  I decided to go to the crayola sight and look a hues of blue to determine my mood, LOL; and midnight it was. Midnight blue I need to get a grip on my emotions, they are currently all over the place and if I can't get them under control I can't get my weight, my life and even my work in order. I feel that I need to ground myself, center myself in my space.  I need to heal from the inside out, become whole again.  I am a Reiki Master, and I know how to do these things, but life gets in the way.  It is just like finding time to read the Bible, to pray  and to meditate on God's word.  All these things get kicked away by meetings, problems, commitments and plain old laziness.  Time to stop making excuses. But why do I feel midnight blue.  I feel unloved.  Intimate love.  I have the love of friends and God. I have the love of the ...

Well, I feel like I am in the same old, same old rut.  My meals this week are just regular dinners.  Sunday we had meatloaf - although I used a half lean hamburger and half ground turkey blend.  I made a great chicken and biscuit casserole last night and tonight stuffed pork chops.  Today is Ash Wednesday and Valentine's Day and I guess I am not feeling the love.  Just got back from the dentist where they finished my crown, so that's done.  However because I get so nervous going to the dentist I took a sedative and so now I feel squishy.  I feel down to.  I don't feel like going to church tonight either.  Actually I feel like I am coming down with something.  I sincerely hope not. Still have issues with my stomach - how strange it was.  I ran out of my prescription prilosec and figured I would pick it up Monday - by Monday (2 days off of it) I was burping up into my mouth, gross.  Have some pain in my side.  Maybe I ...