Still Stuck and Now Sad

Yeah I still stuck.  No answers coming to me - I can do a couple of days but that's it.  And now to top it off I am sad.  An emotion I would love to drown in a gallon of chocolate.

Why am I sad - well here go:

1) My foot hurts like a bitch.

2) My son forgot me on Mother's Day - no card, no text - I am not even sure he is alive at this point.  Well, I know he isn't dead, I would think his wife would of call me.

3)  Work is slow and I am afraid I will get laid off.

4) My foot hurts

5) I am still fat as I was when I started this blog.

I haven't found peace in my soul, I haven't figured out my personal diet, I just can't seem to put it all together.  I mean I think I look together, and act together - but I am not.

So many thing undermine me - the biggest being me.  I can't get the just do it attitude.  I can't seem to say no to salty snacks - they are the apple in the Garden of Eden - I know they are evil but I still give in.

Well, if you were hoping for some inspiration - I am sorry

Maybe next time

I see a podiatrist on Monday.

Namastay

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