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So I cannot loose weight  for crap.  I try different thing, but I always go back to bad habits, bad ways. So today I figured I am addicted - I am addicted to food, but unlike other addictions, I can't just abstain from it.  I need food to live.  And that is one key - ***Eat to live not live to eat. I read an interesting articles on trigger foods - so what are my top triggers.  Food that makes me go NUTZ, like 1 drink for an alcoholic So here we go. 1) Chocolate 2) Mayo 3) butter 4) bread 5) sugar 6) pizza 7) sour cream 8) dips So I guess what I am saying is I like sweet and creamy foods.  So how do I get around all these triggers. Not sure. Today I had coffee creamer which I realize now is the most sugary thing ever.  So I need to find a suitable replacement. I like dijon mustard - that can replace mayo for me - but for the rest - I don't know; how do you substitute chocolate - that is next to impossible. But first lets get ...

<a href="https://www.tomoson.com?code=TOPc5f3218b923f01ae4a0beca8055100f1" rel="nofollow" style="display: none;"></a> So, a couple of months ago I ended up in the hospital because they thought I might of had a mini-stroke.  I had a bad headache and while the doctor was checking me over they found some weakness on my right side - my hand and arm weren't as strong as they should of been. Well, all turned out ok, I didn't have a mini-stroke, of course, they found something else, which I am not to crazy about. So - the other week I see an offer for this hand strengthener.  I thought why not try it.  So I ordered it on Amazon. Here is where you can find it:  https://www.amazon.com/YSJ-Strengthener-Strengthen-Rehabilitation-Exercising/dp/B07F6PYKBJ/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1535508583&sr=8-1&keywords=grip%20strength%20trainer The Gripper thingy is adjustable.   I t has an adjustable tension from 22lb to 88lb, from super eas...

It is just me or is the world going to hell in a handbag - or maybe it is just the USA.  I am starting to be anxious about just living from day to day.  Everyday there is something else.  School Shootings, children being separated from their parents. Racial tension - the kind I thought we were over.  I mean what is going on people.  Why are we taking giant steps backwards as a society.  It is just Trump or is it us letting Trump play absolute ruler.  We aren't in a dictatorship yet, but you wouldn't know it.  If this was preschool President Trump would have a lot of time outs.  First, he doesn't play well with others.  He blames Democrats for every problem in the world.  He calls other people names, he doesn't know how to share.  He lies - or at least has his own set of truths.  He whines, especially when he doesn't get his way.  He is defiant especially to anyone with authority, and lastly aggression displayed thro...

< a href="https://www.tomoson.com?code=TOP40b11554513a868feb92078c5c20f19f" rel="nofollow" style="display: none;"></a> Heel.  I have Plantar Fasciitis and I am trying anything.  I went to the Podiatrist and he game me inserts that haven't helped much so I tried these inserts that I got on Amazon. I can't say they help - the heel gel inserts work a little and the other things for the Arch just hurt I am willing to try anything but I gotta tell you - it is hard finding something that works. In the meantime I will keep using the gel inserts. <a href="https://www.tomoson.com?code=BOTTOM40b11554513a868feb92078c5c20f19f" rel="nofollow" style="display: none;"></a>

I got a book out of the book cart the other day entitled Eat to Live. Losing 20-plus pounds is a great accomplishment, and Joel Fuhrman, MD, aims to help you do that with his book,  Eat to Live . Eat to Live  isn't just about losing weight without feeling deprived or hungry. It's also about improving your blood pressure, cholesterol, and more. The 6-week plan shows that if you eat foods that are high in nutrients and low in calories, you can eat more and feel fuller for longer. Fuhrman call this a "Nutritarian" diet.   On this plan, you cut down on some carbs (bread, pasta), sugar, and oil. You also quit meat and dairy for at least 6 weeks, and eat more whole fruits, vegetables, beans and other legumes, and whole grains. Can I do this diet - nope - why - let me tell you why This is a very restrictive diet. You will be eating tons of vegetables at most meals, with some fruit, some legumes, and a limited amount of starch at one meal. You will not eat meat,...

Yeah I still stuck.  No answers coming to me - I can do a couple of days but that's it.  And now to top it off I am sad.  An emotion I would love to drown in a gallon of chocolate. Why am I sad - well here go: 1) My foot hurts like a bitch. 2) My son forgot me on Mother's Day - no card, no text - I am not even sure he is alive at this point.  Well, I know he isn't dead, I would think his wife would of call me. 3)  Work is slow and I am afraid I will get laid off. 4) My foot hurts 5) I am still fat as I was when I started this blog. I haven't found peace in my soul, I haven't figured out my personal diet, I just can't seem to put it all together.  I mean I think I look together, and act together - but I am not. So many thing undermine me - the biggest being me.  I can't get the just do it attitude.  I can't seem to say no to salty snacks - they are the apple in the Garden of Eden - I know they are evil but I still give in. Well, i...

So, I promise some pictures of the things I am doing on this new journey into a healthier me.  Today, the sandwich.  I think it is important to start with a good bread.  I love Dave's Killer Bread for that.  If you can't eat an entire loaf in a week this bread freezes really well.  It is great as toast with a little almond butter, but today it's the base for a sandwich.  *Note -I buy the thin sliced for less calories. To make a sandwich filling to the tummy layer!  Layer and layer good healthy stuff on it.   First I started with Salsa, (hot for extra zing) and 1/2 of an avocado sliced. Bread  - 120 calories Avocado - 70 calories *Heathly Fat Salsa - 10 calories   Next a nice meaty slice of tomato and lots of spinach  Tomato - 5 calories Spinach - 5 calories   Let's add protein - today I used and egg. Egg - 72 Calories and TA DA - and big healthy sandwich worth sinking your teeth into. Grand total - ...